The last few days had been a very insanely confusing for me. I'm missing someone that doesn't even exist. I know it's weird but I can't help it. It's eating me alive, i'm getting lost and my mind is at somewhere else. Somewhere that didn't even here on earth. for crying out loud, what's happening to me? I'm imagining things, things that make me feel so in love once again, once in awhile the butterfly feeling comes and making me smile without any reason. I'm crazy I know. It's all staring when I've found my own written novel from 2007. I've read it and fall in love ONCE AGAIN with my favorite character. It's amazing how I could write a full of action novel like that, but yet again the focus is on the hero, geez, I'm one sided writer and it suck but it's good. He is so strong, so bishou, so powerful, so full of passion, so..and so..and so. he is incredible, I love him. He is one unique character, his the best and perfect.
U see how crazy I am towards this imaginary guy. I'm waking up thinking about this character, it's strange but I know sooner or later he will be gone. I just want to embrace this moment because it making me feel 'shiawase'. Suddenly my Japanese language became more and more good than before.
Shiawase kimochi desu.
Ano otoko hontouni subarashii! Aitai temo ikenai. Sabishii yo, mou daijoubu kana. Hountou zenbuwo yume dakara ta nee? ^^
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Friday, October 16, 2009
Get Together
Yesterday night I had a blast night. Get together with family is fun :)
Pergi open house di rumah Aunty Rose. Seronok spending time there, the food was great. Aunty Rose is a great cook, I have to learn from her someday. Overall memang best bila gila-gila dengan all my cousins. Love all of you cuzzies..
baby Ain also enjoying her self that night :)
Pergi open house di rumah Aunty Rose. Seronok spending time there, the food was great. Aunty Rose is a great cook, I have to learn from her someday. Overall memang best bila gila-gila dengan all my cousins. Love all of you cuzzies..
baby Ain also enjoying her self that night :)
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Different
Hari ni aku keluar dengan kawan class lama masa form 5. Iya...masa dah berlalu dan masing-masing dah beranak. Funny how fast things change. Dulu kami berbaju sekolah dan benuntut bersama and now, we've all married and have children of our own.
Seronok keluar dengan mereka ni. Macam-macam story lama keluar. X-boyfriend masa sekolah la, itu la, ini la. Tapi banyak dah aku lupakan for example, aku kelas apa ye masa aku form 3??? Damn memory lost. I tend to erase my school memory because it's suck. I didn't mean to forget all of them. Shit. This is suck especially when my old classmate ask me about our friend and I forget about them. Geez.
Apo-apo aje la teman oi. Yang penting I'm having a good time, beli baju baby dengan diorang. kelakar la, as long as I remember, the last time kami beli barang bersama is masa dekat kantin sekolah. Hahaha...now we end up at babies store and buying babies cute clothing.
Form 3 aku kelas....HAAAA!!!!! 3 Murni....i think =_='
Seronok keluar dengan mereka ni. Macam-macam story lama keluar. X-boyfriend masa sekolah la, itu la, ini la. Tapi banyak dah aku lupakan for example, aku kelas apa ye masa aku form 3??? Damn memory lost. I tend to erase my school memory because it's suck. I didn't mean to forget all of them. Shit. This is suck especially when my old classmate ask me about our friend and I forget about them. Geez.
Apo-apo aje la teman oi. Yang penting I'm having a good time, beli baju baby dengan diorang. kelakar la, as long as I remember, the last time kami beli barang bersama is masa dekat kantin sekolah. Hahaha...now we end up at babies store and buying babies cute clothing.
Form 3 aku kelas....HAAAA!!!!! 3 Murni....i think =_='
Monday, October 12, 2009
A quiet night
Language : English(OFF MODE)
Malas aku nak berspeaking mlm ni. Boring.
Suami balik lambat la pulak, dia bz nowadays.
Malam yang sepi...baby tidur agak awal, aku berseorangan melayari facebook dan membaca blog ntah sapa2 ntah yang aku jumpa. Menarik jugak baca kisah hidup orang, ada yang happy, ada yang merungut tak sudah, ada jugak yang menarik. Macam-macam ada!!!
Aku terfikir sesuatu, kenapa perempuan mudah jatuh cinta? Kadang-kadang tu baru kenal dengan lelaki tu dah bercintan cintun. Rela mati demi si polan ni. Apa nak jadi?? Kadang-kadang tu, bulan Januari putus cinta...kecewa menonggeng, dulu; kau-la-ku-sayang kini; pergi-mati-la-kau, tup tup bulan feb. dah ada pengganti. Pelik rasanya. Lepas tu bulan Ogos, kecewa lagi. Lebih teruk dari yang dulu. Kenapa? Tepuk dada tanya selera la kawan. Tak sangka pulak aku, bulan Oktober dah ada pengganti lagi. Hebat! Cepat betul termakan ayat.
Ada juga yang dah ada kekasih hati, tapi tak mau mengaku yang dia dah berpunya. Tak kecil hati kah si kekasihnya tu? Rela bagi tahu kawan yang si kekasihnya ni hanya lah sahabat. Tak lebih dari itu.
Ada juga, baru jumpa seminggu. Minggu depannye dah kawin. Wow! Gambling dengan masa depan sendiri. Menakutkan.
Aku dulu berkenalan dengan suami aku masa di kolej tahun 2002. First time nampak dia, selera aku untuk pandang lelaki lain terpadam buat selama-lamanya. Dia tak la hensem mana, berharta jauh sekali. Tu pun kawan baik aku yang bagi tahu, si dia ada motor. Tu pun aku tak kisah sangat, sebab bukan motor dia yang aku kisah. Aku cuma nak tahu pasal dia je. yang menarik tentang dia ialah mata dia. Cara dia pandang aku, aku sedar dia pun asyik memandang aku masa tu. Dia senior aku masa tu, dia yang menjalankan orentasi untuk batch aku masa tu. Entahlah, macam ada magnet yang menarik kami berdua, kami tak pernah bertegur pun masa mula-mula kami berjumpa. Tapi mata kami mencari antara satu sama lain. Semuanya terungkai masa lecturer aku bagi tahu aku yang si dia ni minat nak berkenalan dgn aku. Aku agak berhati-hati juga, aku tak nak kecewa lagi. Aku tunggu sehingga dia bagi tahu aku apa yang dia rasa. Lama juga aku tunggu akhirnya terungkai sudah teka teki, dia memulakan langkah pertama.
Selebihnya biarlah rahsia hahaha...no la nothing rahsia pun. Tahun 2008, aku dan dia sah menjadi suami isteri. Alhamdulillah, kami bahagia sekarang. Kalau di kira dah tujuh tahun kami bersama dari dia pakai motor RXZ sampai dah pakai BMW dan sebijik kuda putih parkir kat porch depan ni, suka duka kami tempuhi dan banyak bertoleransi antara satu sama lain. Maaf memaafkan pun jadi rencah dalam hubungan, itu yang membuatkan kami lebih matang dan lebih mengenali diri masing-masing. Hubungan kami lebih berbunga setelah kami dikurniakan cahaya mata yang dah berusia setahun lebih dah ni. Alhamdulillah.
Apa yang penting??? Kerjasama :)
Malas aku nak berspeaking mlm ni. Boring.
Suami balik lambat la pulak, dia bz nowadays.
Malam yang sepi...baby tidur agak awal, aku berseorangan melayari facebook dan membaca blog ntah sapa2 ntah yang aku jumpa. Menarik jugak baca kisah hidup orang, ada yang happy, ada yang merungut tak sudah, ada jugak yang menarik. Macam-macam ada!!!
Aku terfikir sesuatu, kenapa perempuan mudah jatuh cinta? Kadang-kadang tu baru kenal dengan lelaki tu dah bercintan cintun. Rela mati demi si polan ni. Apa nak jadi?? Kadang-kadang tu, bulan Januari putus cinta...kecewa menonggeng, dulu; kau-la-ku-sayang kini; pergi-mati-la-kau, tup tup bulan feb. dah ada pengganti. Pelik rasanya. Lepas tu bulan Ogos, kecewa lagi. Lebih teruk dari yang dulu. Kenapa? Tepuk dada tanya selera la kawan. Tak sangka pulak aku, bulan Oktober dah ada pengganti lagi. Hebat! Cepat betul termakan ayat.
Ada juga yang dah ada kekasih hati, tapi tak mau mengaku yang dia dah berpunya. Tak kecil hati kah si kekasihnya tu? Rela bagi tahu kawan yang si kekasihnya ni hanya lah sahabat. Tak lebih dari itu.
Ada juga, baru jumpa seminggu. Minggu depannye dah kawin. Wow! Gambling dengan masa depan sendiri. Menakutkan.
Aku dulu berkenalan dengan suami aku masa di kolej tahun 2002. First time nampak dia, selera aku untuk pandang lelaki lain terpadam buat selama-lamanya. Dia tak la hensem mana, berharta jauh sekali. Tu pun kawan baik aku yang bagi tahu, si dia ada motor. Tu pun aku tak kisah sangat, sebab bukan motor dia yang aku kisah. Aku cuma nak tahu pasal dia je. yang menarik tentang dia ialah mata dia. Cara dia pandang aku, aku sedar dia pun asyik memandang aku masa tu. Dia senior aku masa tu, dia yang menjalankan orentasi untuk batch aku masa tu. Entahlah, macam ada magnet yang menarik kami berdua, kami tak pernah bertegur pun masa mula-mula kami berjumpa. Tapi mata kami mencari antara satu sama lain. Semuanya terungkai masa lecturer aku bagi tahu aku yang si dia ni minat nak berkenalan dgn aku. Aku agak berhati-hati juga, aku tak nak kecewa lagi. Aku tunggu sehingga dia bagi tahu aku apa yang dia rasa. Lama juga aku tunggu akhirnya terungkai sudah teka teki, dia memulakan langkah pertama.
Selebihnya biarlah rahsia hahaha...no la nothing rahsia pun. Tahun 2008, aku dan dia sah menjadi suami isteri. Alhamdulillah, kami bahagia sekarang. Kalau di kira dah tujuh tahun kami bersama dari dia pakai motor RXZ sampai dah pakai BMW dan sebijik kuda putih parkir kat porch depan ni, suka duka kami tempuhi dan banyak bertoleransi antara satu sama lain. Maaf memaafkan pun jadi rencah dalam hubungan, itu yang membuatkan kami lebih matang dan lebih mengenali diri masing-masing. Hubungan kami lebih berbunga setelah kami dikurniakan cahaya mata yang dah berusia setahun lebih dah ni. Alhamdulillah.
Apa yang penting??? Kerjasama :)
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
10 reason Byakuya wont approve ichigo n rukia relationship
few years ago, I really had crush on byakuya and I crazy about Bleach anime, but after married. The interest fading but still there is some where inside my heart I know I love Bleach. I just need some spark to remembering the good old days. here is my spoiler on bleach. Made it up few years ago. Find it in my HD that i kept next to my old stuff.
10 reason Byakuya wont approve ichigo n rukia relationship
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"Kurosaki Ichigo."
"Ah, Byakuya. Morning. How's Rukia?"
"She's resting from her wounds."
"Oh, I see. Glad to hear she's doing better then. By the way, could I have your answer now?"
Byakuya glowered at him, then removed a scroll hidden in his sleeve and gave it to Ichigo.
"What's this?"
"Read and find out, but only after I leave."
And Ichigo looked confusedly at the scroll in his hands and at Byakuya's back. Once he had made sure Byakuya wasn't there, he opened up the scroll…
To Kurosaki Ichigo:
I hope this letter makes clear my answer and stand based on my view on you. I will give you 10 reasons and no more, no less than that.
1) Completely no manners, with all kinds of foul words oozing from your mouth, and not to mention you lack complete respect for me.
2) Kept picking on my sister and insulting her drawings (even though I know she has no talent for it)
3) Taught my sister all kinds of weird things, and also influenced the wrong things onto me, like upholding vows.
4) Has come into contact with the traitor Urahara and even learned from him.
5) For injuring me and causing my poor sister to worry for you and me. And also for screaming through the window when I was injured and even calling out my name as and when you wish.
6) For hurting Senbonzakura's pride and my family name.
7) Arguing with my fukutaichou so loudly when Rukia is resting. (And you still dare say you care for her.)
8) Not looking after her well, and causing her to be hurt by that Grimmjaw freak.
9) Went missing just to train with the Vizards and causing my sister to be worrying sick for you.
10) Because I say so.
I hope this letter has made clear my answer that I do not approve of the relationship between you and Rukia unless you can garner enough support to go against my words. (Which I doubt, for the 13th squad loves their Rukia so much that they won't let her go. All the best getting support from them)
P.S: Mark my words that I will kill you if you try to trick my sister into eloping with you.
Best wishes,
Kuchiki Byakuya
Birds twitted happily past Ichigo as a blast of cold wind stoned him on the spot.
Then…
Byakuya smoothly wrote his report, ignoring large blasts of spirit energy coming from the other side of the 6th squad. Renji looked weirdly at his captain as a very familiar voice rang through Seireitei.
"CURSE YOU, KUCHIKI BYAKUYA! WHADDYA MEAN, BECAUSE YOU SAY SO!? AND ELOPING IS TAKING IT TOO FAR!!"
"Er…taichou…?"
"Leave him be."
-Excellent. On more reason on why I won't let him be with Rukia. Maybe I should blackmailing him every time he dares make fun of Rukia…Hisana, I'm doing this for her own good…-
10 reason Byakuya wont approve ichigo n rukia relationship
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"Kurosaki Ichigo."
"Ah, Byakuya. Morning. How's Rukia?"
"She's resting from her wounds."
"Oh, I see. Glad to hear she's doing better then. By the way, could I have your answer now?"
Byakuya glowered at him, then removed a scroll hidden in his sleeve and gave it to Ichigo.
"What's this?"
"Read and find out, but only after I leave."
And Ichigo looked confusedly at the scroll in his hands and at Byakuya's back. Once he had made sure Byakuya wasn't there, he opened up the scroll…
To Kurosaki Ichigo:
I hope this letter makes clear my answer and stand based on my view on you. I will give you 10 reasons and no more, no less than that.
1) Completely no manners, with all kinds of foul words oozing from your mouth, and not to mention you lack complete respect for me.
2) Kept picking on my sister and insulting her drawings (even though I know she has no talent for it)
3) Taught my sister all kinds of weird things, and also influenced the wrong things onto me, like upholding vows.
4) Has come into contact with the traitor Urahara and even learned from him.
5) For injuring me and causing my poor sister to worry for you and me. And also for screaming through the window when I was injured and even calling out my name as and when you wish.
6) For hurting Senbonzakura's pride and my family name.
7) Arguing with my fukutaichou so loudly when Rukia is resting. (And you still dare say you care for her.)
8) Not looking after her well, and causing her to be hurt by that Grimmjaw freak.
9) Went missing just to train with the Vizards and causing my sister to be worrying sick for you.
10) Because I say so.
I hope this letter has made clear my answer that I do not approve of the relationship between you and Rukia unless you can garner enough support to go against my words. (Which I doubt, for the 13th squad loves their Rukia so much that they won't let her go. All the best getting support from them)
P.S: Mark my words that I will kill you if you try to trick my sister into eloping with you.
Best wishes,
Kuchiki Byakuya
Birds twitted happily past Ichigo as a blast of cold wind stoned him on the spot.
Then…
Byakuya smoothly wrote his report, ignoring large blasts of spirit energy coming from the other side of the 6th squad. Renji looked weirdly at his captain as a very familiar voice rang through Seireitei.
"CURSE YOU, KUCHIKI BYAKUYA! WHADDYA MEAN, BECAUSE YOU SAY SO!? AND ELOPING IS TAKING IT TOO FAR!!"
"Er…taichou…?"
"Leave him be."
-Excellent. On more reason on why I won't let him be with Rukia. Maybe I should blackmailing him every time he dares make fun of Rukia…Hisana, I'm doing this for her own good…-
Monday, October 5, 2009
Best Raya Ever!!!
Alhamdulillah,
I celebrate raya with all my heart this year. last year i spent raya on the bed because i just gave birth to my baby girl three days before raya. I'm so happy :)
From the first day until the 7th day of raya, we didn't spent time at home. Jalan all day. It's fun and tiring but, I'm glad that we met all our family members.
My husband and me planing on open house this raya. It's on Oct 3rd, we just move into our new house (in jun i think) but still didn't do the house warming thing. So, we planned to do on the 3rd also, plus my baby girl birthday. so 3 in 1 package. Easy and fun. Lots of ppl come to our home, our family, neighbors and friends. we have so much fun knowing our neighbors, their all so kind.
I thankful for everything that happen this raya. It means a lot to me. I thank everyone that make this happen and thanks to my loving husband for planning our happening trip. I love all of you. Alhamdulillah...
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