あなたのことを分からない。

God I slept early yesterday! at 9pm I was like [fly neesa fly~~] okashi naa???
Usually I slept at 3am or earlier 2am. Gaaahh..I missed my conversation with Ken...ehemmmm...Shinji-san...he'll looking for me for sure!
Today is Monday! So boring na! I didn't know what to say here. So I just go on typing all these ridiculous words out. Aimlessly.

My novel!!! damn!....It's stuck now, not actually stuck but my brain just had a cramp! I can't think. Hontou baka janai no, orewa!!!! Saite da!!! :(
....What should I say?? She already meet them [the vampires] but something is wrong there nee. Maybe she really should stay with her taichou, maybe better staying with her father too but there is so many outsider at her father's shoten. taichou so jealous one, how can he let her go!!! kyaaa X\ can't think....SAYURI GO BACK TO YOUR TWIN BROTHER LA LIKE THAT!!! really?? nOoooo tame yo tame!!!! but soon Kaname will find her. And the battle began.?? nani 0_o! Nooo...too soon...[drink coffee *calm calm calm* Neesa]

Dear Readers, I know you don't have any idea of what I'm talking about. neither do I...this is my fucuking blog and I'm facing a mental blocking virus. Install Karperski in my fucuknig brain....

分かりません。:(

2010 Plan [ No Rush]

Cosplaying plans for CF 2010















CODE GEASS [SCHOOL UNIFORM VER]














VAMPIRE KNIGHT [Yuuki Vampire Ver.]











SAILOR MOON SUPER S [Sailor Mars]


Super S..a project that have been hold for 2 years. Me and my friend Mugen dream...next year I try to make it happen.

CF2009

Yesterday is The Day. CF 2009.
I arrive at 5.30pm...gahhh 0_o soooo late. But it is a great time no.
I cosplying Matsumoto Rangiku and my baby as NelTu. Yeah I meet my taichou and BGM friends demo nee it's just for a moment.
So many cosplayers! and I met mugen at last. Lama gila x jumpa dia. We have plans for next year CF. SAILORMOON SUPER S!!! still looking foir kawaii2 girls..who interested, ping me on FB
Sailor Jupiter and Mars and Pluto book already...tq!
I don't know how to elaborate my feeling during the day.
here some picture
me and final fantasy group.

Me, Itsugo ^^ and Soi Fong taichou!

serious case division

I must update my blog, I keep on forgeting my obligation to do so.
Alright, recently there is lot going on with my life.

Few days back I just find out that my wig that i ordered for CF 09' stuck in kastam, not just me my dear taichou also face the same problem and also other CF nakamatachi. This is bad no. very bad, half of us (the cosplayers) face the same problem. Celestia taichou said maybe it because of the weight. I think so too but Jenice said she and her friend will sort it out no matter what. I hope everything will be okay. The event will be held this Saturday. I already standby all the things.
All set to cosplay.

My dear 'Byakuya sama' is back. Ano...how to say this. he is my tutor for japanese language, his from Kyoto, Japan. His 30 years old. Majoring in Japanese language, well he told me it just part time work but he teaching me for free because I'm special. LOL!!
A good guy, good looking too (he shock me to death when he mailed me his picture) but his still single due to 'too many work' he says girls doesn't understand him well. So unofficially he want to be married to me..funny coz I'm married already. hahaha! he know la..don't worry about that. Just for fun. Well, he told me not to elaborate about him so much, just express my feeling toward him. I'm okay with that besides, he just a friend. Yesterday he have a problem with his filming...coughnotsupposedtosaythat. Okay that's all about him, I'm not saying anything more.(-.-)zippy

★Drawning ★

with 【Kuchiki Byakuya】 。。。

It's been...

....a long time since I updated my blog nee~~

A lot things happen lately, for instance. I just buy a wigs and I'm going to cosplay again. I've made up my mind, I will not gives up my interest. It haunt me every time I watch Animax or accidentally view a cosplayer picture. I can't forget about how joyful it was. i know, some of you might think I'm acting like a child, well cosplaying is not a child thing. Because a child don't have that big amount of money to cosplay, yes, cosplaying hence (big money is needed). Anyway, cosplaying is the 'only way for you to be your favorite character'. I love cosplaying, I'll be making costume for my daughter, NellTu from Bleach. cute nee?~~ me as Matsumoto Rangiku, and coming up project, C.c from Code Geass. Hopefully I can go to GACC next year. As for now, aim for CF @ Sunway Pyramid. I wanna be a serious cosplayer. Not just play play around only...

To those who didn't like the idea. I just being myself, I'm not hypocrite. At least I have a dream...haha

Nel Tu

Spread the love!

The last few days had been a very insanely confusing for me. I'm missing someone that doesn't even exist. I know it's weird but I can't help it. It's eating me alive, i'm getting lost and my mind is at somewhere else. Somewhere that didn't even here on earth. for crying out loud, what's happening to me? I'm imagining things, things that make me feel so in love once again, once in awhile the butterfly feeling comes and making me smile without any reason. I'm crazy I know. It's all staring when I've found my own written novel from 2007. I've read it and fall in love ONCE AGAIN with my favorite character. It's amazing how I could write a full of action novel like that, but yet again the focus is on the hero, geez, I'm one sided writer and it suck but it's good. He is so strong, so bishou, so powerful, so full of passion, so..and so..and so. he is incredible, I love him. He is one unique character, his the best and perfect.

U see how crazy I am towards this imaginary guy. I'm waking up thinking about this character, it's strange but I know sooner or later he will be gone. I just want to embrace this moment because it making me feel 'shiawase'. Suddenly my Japanese language became more and more good than before.

Shiawase kimochi desu.
Ano otoko hontouni subarashii! Aitai temo ikenai. Sabishii yo, mou daijoubu kana. Hountou zenbuwo yume dakara ta nee? ^^

Get Together

Yesterday night I had a blast night. Get together with family is fun :)
Pergi open house di rumah Aunty Rose. Seronok spending time there, the food was great. Aunty Rose is a great cook, I have to learn from her someday. Overall memang best bila gila-gila dengan all my cousins. Love all of you cuzzies..





baby Ain also enjoying her self that night :)

Different

Hari ni aku keluar dengan kawan class lama masa form 5. Iya...masa dah berlalu dan masing-masing dah beranak. Funny how fast things change. Dulu kami berbaju sekolah dan benuntut bersama and now, we've all married and have children of our own.

Seronok keluar dengan mereka ni. Macam-macam story lama keluar. X-boyfriend masa sekolah la, itu la, ini la. Tapi banyak dah aku lupakan for example, aku kelas apa ye masa aku form 3??? Damn memory lost. I tend to erase my school memory because it's suck. I didn't mean to forget all of them. Shit. This is suck especially when my old classmate ask me about our friend and I forget about them. Geez.

Apo-apo aje la teman oi. Yang penting I'm having a good time, beli baju baby dengan diorang. kelakar la, as long as I remember, the last time kami beli barang bersama is masa dekat kantin sekolah. Hahaha...now we end up at babies store and buying babies cute clothing.

Form 3 aku kelas....HAAAA!!!!! 3 Murni....i think =_='

A quiet night

Language : English(OFF MODE)

Malas aku nak berspeaking mlm ni. Boring.
Suami balik lambat la pulak, dia bz nowadays.

Malam yang sepi...baby tidur agak awal, aku berseorangan melayari facebook dan membaca blog ntah sapa2 ntah yang aku jumpa. Menarik jugak baca kisah hidup orang, ada yang happy, ada yang merungut tak sudah, ada jugak yang menarik. Macam-macam ada!!!

Aku terfikir sesuatu, kenapa perempuan mudah jatuh cinta? Kadang-kadang tu baru kenal dengan lelaki tu dah bercintan cintun. Rela mati demi si polan ni. Apa nak jadi?? Kadang-kadang tu, bulan Januari putus cinta...kecewa menonggeng, dulu; kau-la-ku-sayang kini; pergi-mati-la-kau, tup tup bulan feb. dah ada pengganti. Pelik rasanya. Lepas tu bulan Ogos, kecewa lagi. Lebih teruk dari yang dulu. Kenapa? Tepuk dada tanya selera la kawan. Tak sangka pulak aku, bulan Oktober dah ada pengganti lagi. Hebat! Cepat betul termakan ayat.

Ada juga yang dah ada kekasih hati, tapi tak mau mengaku yang dia dah berpunya. Tak kecil hati kah si kekasihnya tu? Rela bagi tahu kawan yang si kekasihnya ni hanya lah sahabat. Tak lebih dari itu.

Ada juga, baru jumpa seminggu. Minggu depannye dah kawin. Wow! Gambling dengan masa depan sendiri. Menakutkan.

Aku dulu berkenalan dengan suami aku masa di kolej tahun 2002. First time nampak dia, selera aku untuk pandang lelaki lain terpadam buat selama-lamanya. Dia tak la hensem mana, berharta jauh sekali. Tu pun kawan baik aku yang bagi tahu, si dia ada motor. Tu pun aku tak kisah sangat, sebab bukan motor dia yang aku kisah. Aku cuma nak tahu pasal dia je. yang menarik tentang dia ialah mata dia. Cara dia pandang aku, aku sedar dia pun asyik memandang aku masa tu. Dia senior aku masa tu, dia yang menjalankan orentasi untuk batch aku masa tu. Entahlah, macam ada magnet yang menarik kami berdua, kami tak pernah bertegur pun masa mula-mula kami berjumpa. Tapi mata kami mencari antara satu sama lain. Semuanya terungkai masa lecturer aku bagi tahu aku yang si dia ni minat nak berkenalan dgn aku. Aku agak berhati-hati juga, aku tak nak kecewa lagi. Aku tunggu sehingga dia bagi tahu aku apa yang dia rasa. Lama juga aku tunggu akhirnya terungkai sudah teka teki, dia memulakan langkah pertama.
Selebihnya biarlah rahsia hahaha...no la nothing rahsia pun. Tahun 2008, aku dan dia sah menjadi suami isteri. Alhamdulillah, kami bahagia sekarang. Kalau di kira dah tujuh tahun kami bersama dari dia pakai motor RXZ sampai dah pakai BMW dan sebijik kuda putih parkir kat porch depan ni, suka duka kami tempuhi dan banyak bertoleransi antara satu sama lain. Maaf memaafkan pun jadi rencah dalam hubungan, itu yang membuatkan kami lebih matang dan lebih mengenali diri masing-masing. Hubungan kami lebih berbunga setelah kami dikurniakan cahaya mata yang dah berusia setahun lebih dah ni. Alhamdulillah.

Apa yang penting??? Kerjasama :)

10 reason Byakuya wont approve ichigo n rukia relationship

few years ago, I really had crush on byakuya and I crazy about Bleach anime, but after married. The interest fading but still there is some where inside my heart I know I love Bleach. I just need some spark to remembering the good old days. here is my spoiler on bleach. Made it up few years ago. Find it in my HD that i kept next to my old stuff.


10 reason Byakuya wont approve ichigo n rukia relationship
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"Kurosaki Ichigo."
"Ah, Byakuya. Morning. How's Rukia?"
"She's resting from her wounds."
"Oh, I see. Glad to hear she's doing better then. By the way, could I have your answer now?"
Byakuya glowered at him, then removed a scroll hidden in his sleeve and gave it to Ichigo.
"What's this?"
"Read and find out, but only after I leave."
And Ichigo looked confusedly at the scroll in his hands and at Byakuya's back. Once he had made sure Byakuya wasn't there, he opened up the scroll…
To Kurosaki Ichigo:
I hope this letter makes clear my answer and stand based on my view on you. I will give you 10 reasons and no more, no less than that.
1) Completely no manners, with all kinds of foul words oozing from your mouth, and not to mention you lack complete respect for me.
2) Kept picking on my sister and insulting her drawings (even though I know she has no talent for it)
3) Taught my sister all kinds of weird things, and also influenced the wrong things onto me, like upholding vows.
4) Has come into contact with the traitor Urahara and even learned from him.
5) For injuring me and causing my poor sister to worry for you and me. And also for screaming through the window when I was injured and even calling out my name as and when you wish.
6) For hurting Senbonzakura's pride and my family name.
7) Arguing with my fukutaichou so loudly when Rukia is resting. (And you still dare say you care for her.)
8) Not looking after her well, and causing her to be hurt by that Grimmjaw freak.
9) Went missing just to train with the Vizards and causing my sister to be worrying sick for you.
10) Because I say so.
I hope this letter has made clear my answer that I do not approve of the relationship between you and Rukia unless you can garner enough support to go against my words. (Which I doubt, for the 13th squad loves their Rukia so much that they won't let her go. All the best getting support from them)
P.S: Mark my words that I will kill you if you try to trick my sister into eloping with you.
Best wishes,
Kuchiki Byakuya
Birds twitted happily past Ichigo as a blast of cold wind stoned him on the spot.
Then…
Byakuya smoothly wrote his report, ignoring large blasts of spirit energy coming from the other side of the 6th squad. Renji looked weirdly at his captain as a very familiar voice rang through Seireitei.
"CURSE YOU, KUCHIKI BYAKUYA! WHADDYA MEAN, BECAUSE YOU SAY SO!? AND ELOPING IS TAKING IT TOO FAR!!"
"Er…taichou…?"
"Leave him be."
-Excellent. On more reason on why I won't let him be with Rukia. Maybe I should blackmailing him every time he dares make fun of Rukia…Hisana, I'm doing this for her own good…-

Best Raya Ever!!!

Alhamdulillah,
I celebrate raya with all my heart this year. last year i spent raya on the bed because i just gave birth to my baby girl three days before raya. I'm so happy :)
From the first day until the 7th day of raya, we didn't spent time at home. Jalan all day. It's fun and tiring but, I'm glad that we met all our family members.

My husband and me planing on open house this raya. It's on Oct 3rd, we just move into our new house (in jun i think) but still didn't do the house warming thing. So, we planned to do on the 3rd also, plus my baby girl birthday. so 3 in 1 package. Easy and fun. Lots of ppl come to our home, our family, neighbors and friends. we have so much fun knowing our neighbors, their all so kind.

I thankful for everything that happen this raya. It means a lot to me. I thank everyone that make this happen and thanks to my loving husband for planning our happening trip. I love all of you. Alhamdulillah...

Raya is coming!

Few days to raya! yay! I'm so happy, this year I will spent my raya at my mom's kampung. Yahoo! Lots of food and less working :) hehee evil me. Me and hubby planned to go back on the raya night, we have to wait for my sister to come back from working. well, tak dapat berbuka puasa with my grandma and grandpa... :(

Planning for shopping on weekdays! coz weekend is havoc in KL. I need a space to breathe while shop, plus my baby girl is not so feeling so well these days...huhu can't wait. I love shopping!

I got a blackberry, a birthday present actually, from my lovely husband. Last year he gave me nokia N95. This year..BB... next year..phone booth hahaha... I love him so much. Always give me a beautiful surprises.

My Birthday

I have a blast buka puasa with my whole family at Tropicana clubhouse. I'm Stuffed! Banyaknye makan hari ni. Feel bless with my birthday in bulan Ramadhan. Owh yea, I make my hair curl today. hehehe just for fun only.
I got birthday card from my cousins. A cute cupcakes card and makan Zaireen's home made cupcake. Best! Tomorrow, hubby want to make my birthday party at momma's house. I'm imagining big cake is coming...huhu can't wait. :)

Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum,
Tomorrow will be fasting month for all muslim's. Alhamdulillah, I will be celebrate it with my daughter this year. Things are so much different from last year where can be awake till Imsak. This year I have to cook early and sleep early. I'm cooking now as we speak, the time is 11.44pm. Lol! I need to set my alarm clock at 4.30am, coz hubby would want to smoke until pengsan at that time around.

Life as a married woman is different from being single, it's so much responsibility. Those who think that married life is fun, well from my opinion ; it is fun, but challenging. When there were just the two of you, it is fun. But then a baby arrive, it's a different story. Though, I have wonderful time, fun to have a baby. I like the motherhood in me although I'm a hot tempered person but I can manage. I'll try.

I hope this holy month will give me a strength to cope all the good things and prevent all the bad things.

To all muslim in the world, I wish you Happy Fasting and salam Ramadhan to all. May Allah bless us with Iman. Amin...

Virgorian!

I've notice this attitude of mine weeks ago. I'm a total Virgorian!
A complete feature of a virgorian personality and characteristic traits. The most obvious about me is, the worst and tiring. I'm a perfectionist. Every little detail of every things in the house. From where I put the stuff at and how the perfume bottles been arrange into a perfect high and alignment, how I fold the napkin or clothes. How clean the tv rack, make sure it has no dust Neesa! No hair on the floor. No stain on my dinner table. No spots on my mirror.
It's really tiring, I try to ignore every little thing (u know, the thing that no body can see, exp: the dust) but my mind keep on thinking about it whenever I try to forget. The harder I tried, the worst it gets. Some people said it's a good thing, but I think it's not. It's torturing! mind and body.

Here is the virgo zodiac sign n characteristic from iloveindia.com website.
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24rd August to 23rd September

Symbol: The Virgin
Ruling Planet: Mercury
Quality: Mutable
Element: Earth
Basic Trait: I Analyze
Closest Metal: Quicksilver
Lucky Day: Wednesday
Lucky Colors: Saffron Yellow and Azure Blue
Lucky Gems: Topaz, Agate and Aquamarine
Lucky Flowers: Lilies

Virgo has the symbol of 'The Virgin', but the similarity ends there itself. People born under the zodiac sign of Virgo are very devoted to their families. They are not much talkative and mostly stand away from a crowd. However, they will be noticing even the smallest detail. The typical Virgo personality traits include perfectionism. Everything around her has to be just perfect. She is one of those who prefer carrying the exact amount of change for the bread, rather than asking the shopkeeper for a change. She is not much of a party bird, because she basically dislikes crowd.

Virgos live in the real world. They neither day­dream, nor wish on stars. One look at them and you will feel that they are overburdened with some worries. However, worrying symbolizes their characteristic profile. In fact, Virgo seems to be on the lookout for it. A Virgo is very conscious oer trousers just right. Everything about her has to be perfect, right from the clothes to the perfume. Virgos have this peculiar habit of taking on more work that they can easily manage.

Then, they strain themselves beyond limits, often leading to frayed nerves. They may look pretty cool on the outside, but inside, they will be extremely anxious. One thing you can be sure of while dealing with a Virgo, she is totally dependable and sincere. She may lie once in a while, especially when she doesn't want to go somewhere or do something. However, the lie will be totally harmless. A Virgo is highly critical of the people around her. Everything related to her, including her lover, has to go through her forever-analyzing eyes.

She is finicky about cleanliness, cannot tolerate lazy behavior, hates procrastination and is never blind to flaws and faults, even of her loved ones. She is also quite particular about each and every detail. However, that does not mean Virgos do not have a humorous side. It's just that as they hate impropriety, they also cannot tolerate sloppiness. If such things do some across them, they become irritable and snappy. However, composure, patience, caring attitude and endurance define their true personality.

She may criticize you for your faults, but if you are in trouble, she will be the first person to help you fix up everything. Don't mention a Virgo's overly critical attitude in front of her; she will be the first one to deny it. She also seems to be totally blind to her own faults. Virgos have this habit of not being able to sit at the same place for too long and turning restless easily. If you are in love with a Virgo, remember that Virgos express their love with subtleness.

You wont see them shouting 'I Love You' from the rooftop. However, that doesn't mean they are less dedicated than any other sun signs. They are just not able to express themselves fully and lack demonstrativeness. As much as a Virgo likes to help others, she finds it very difficult to accept favors. she likes to be self-dependent and hates to take obligations. she won't spend too much money on herself, but will be extravagant in case of her loved ones or for those who are in need.

In such a case, don't waste the money or she will be hurt. As far a Virgo's critical nature is concerned, remember that it's just her nature. She was just born to notice even the slightest of faults. Infact, A Virgo is the most critical about herself. At the same time, she is very punctual and will not take lateness too lightly. To her, time is of extreme importance. Virgos like small, helpless creatures as much as they like honesty, punctuality, savings, caution and vigilance. They are like the true individualists who have their own, secret way of making the heart memorize.

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For ur info, I do love lilies so much. even my room smells like lilies.
Everything in this memo is exactly point to my character. Some I love so much, some I just loath it.. but I have to endure it. It's just me and I thank God for giving me this perfect life. :)

MY WEDDING ANNIVERSARY IS TODAY!

2 years

One more week to our wedding anniversary.
I need plans....suggestion needed!

I can't believe that we already married for two years.
How can I manage to do that?
(I will ask my self this question 30 years from now)
and sometimes I can't believe I look at the mirror and see 'The me' carrying my own daughter. Time grows huh?

I love my new homepage

Look's cool!

visit my beautiful country

Yesterday my family and I visiting my aunt in Malaka. She's not feeling well. While having our lunch eventually at 4.oopm, my husband speak his mind that blowing all off our mind, "I never visit Melaka before...." ----silents----(all startled by his mind blowing statement hahaha.) Then my uncle start's to speak, he ask his son which is technically my cousin Badrul to take us to the Melaka Town where everything is SO THERE.













First we going to the Maritime Museum. The museum was constructed after " Flor De La Mar", the Portuguese ship that sank off the coast of Melaka on its way to Portugal. With its hull laden with invaluable treasures seized from Melaka, the ship was doomed from existence had it not been for the efforts to revive its symbolic significance to Melaka's heritage. At the museum, visitors can get a closer look at Melaka from the famed Melaka Sultanate of the 14th Century to the periods of colonization by the Portuguese, Dutch, and British. There are exhibits of foreign ships that had once called at the Port of Melaka during the height of its maritime hegemony.

Then we take a tour on a river. The Melaka River Cruise. The river was the main artery of trade for Melaka in its heyday when it was bustling with traders from all around the world. Some buildings from that era still stand majestically by the river, which is also lined by old villages, or kampungs, and modern day buildings.
The 45-minute cruise is accompanied by an entertaining and informative commentary. And for just RM10 for adult and RM5 for children, it's a good bargain. See parts of historical Melaka, get a history lesson for next to nothing, and never break a sweat!

It's just a dream

Good to be here, mainly cloudy. A few peeks of sunshine possible.
Winds light and variable.Yup, later on I'll go shopping with my sisters.Good day to shop XD XOXO


my heart is blowing in excitement!!!

this and that

That lady looked very innocent like an angel.
But she's talking like a slut. Just full of bullshit.
Talking about sex all the time and loud also.
What's that all about?


talking about high...

I know now

Yes...Going to Paris! hyuu hyuu

So Lucky

Yes, lucky I am.
I have a husband who love me and work @ home.(home office)
I have a job that pay me more than I can imagine.
I have a daughter that love me as I am.
I have a mother that care about me.
I have a siblings that love me so much.
I have a car that I call 'BMWoot'.
I have a home that I adore.
I have a cousins that so tightly bond.
I have a huge wardrobe full of my clothes.
I have a dream hand bag now it's in my hand.

Alhamdulillah...

What else can I ask?

"Ya Allah rahmatilah keluarga ku. Amin"

I miss her

All of the sudden, I miss my arwah Mak Ngah. I was thinking, how fortunate I am because she is there during my wedding and she give me good advice on how to take good care of my husband. I miss her so much. I know her as the strongest women on earth. Losing her is like losing a diamond for me and my families. We miss you so much mak ngah, I will never forget your smile and your advice. Al-Fatihah

Good Time Sunday

We having a REALLY great time last Sunday. At 5pm hubby take me to Tesco and buy a badminton set and a baby pool (i don't know what it called). At 6 pm PLAY TIME! Baby Ain in having a great time with the water and me, hubby and mama playing badminton together while my sis and brother playing with baby Ain. Here's the picture. Yeah my house is not yet complete...no grass for now until mid August.

i do my hair cut today.

I make my hair cut today, a treatment and made a little bangs :)
I love it, it's kinda cute. At least my hubby smile all the way :)
I can smell what coming next ....huhuhu... might get a bunch of flower? or chocolate or something???
My mom sleep over at my house today. I can see tomorrow is going to be fun!

I'm tired of the "usual"

I have to do something wit myself. Change hair style, or better get a shape! I've eaten a lot lately, damn I hate when I look chubby! I had to exercise.

Wait, I exercise everyday in this damn big house. I'm tired just to walk from the kitchen and to the living room. I'm exhausted just walking up stairs and running down and up again. Walking around a thousand times makes me burn all this calories away but I still looked FAT!

Ppl around me asked me why am I so thin? How do I manage to get in shape after give birth? and so on..bla bla bla.... I was like "...what?.." are u kidding me? I'm huge!

I always be careful of what I'm having. I rarely eat ice cream, I don't like fast foods, I admit that I love chocolate but hey! I'm fussy about all this okay~~~ Breakfast with Fitness, lunch with 2 bread and a milk, tea time with biscuits and nuts, lastly dinner...wait! I had dinner at 10pm! I usually having my dinner at 7pm. My husband came home late these days, so I have to wait for him. That's IT! no more waiting!!!!! I had to talk about this with him Hopefully he would understand...

"Owh Sayang...come here for a minute..."

Argh...sometimes stress can also make you fat. Do you know that?...

Freaky...

the chair in my home is changing it's place by it's own without me realizing it...I'm alone..and it can't be my daughter.the chair is made up with wood. its heavy...It's move right in the middle of my family hall.....GOD...

AQUARIA

Yesterday, me and my family woke up early in the morning to send my sister to KLIA for work. Then when my husband decided to go home I told him

"sayang, y going home? boring la. Let's go to Aquaria! I never go there plus Ain love fish! She will be excited."

At first he didn't agree, but as usual I pujuk2 him. At last he agree. I can't believe I'm actually going to Aquaria. Coz, I used to think that that place is for kids, but I'm actually wrong. It's an exciting place. So many fish but i really into the sharks andI notice there is one white shark that at first I thought it was a tiger shark. It was big...

My daughter, husband, my mom and my siblings was having fun in there. We're not like every visitors. They just walk all the way. We're stopping at one place and look at all the fishes, especially the shark. I notice all three shark is coming closer and a lot more closer to us. It's scary because I think that the shark is observing us cos we were about 1 hour there, it's getting bored of us and maybe it's thinking about eating us. It came face to face with my sister almost 7 times. scary~~~~hahaha.

My daughter smile and jumping jumping all the way. I'm glad that we all having such a great time.

Owh yeah...we maybe going to Langkawi before puasa. On air....











Mr.Shacky Shark crazy tooth
Me n Mr.Shacky Shark

Bon Odori

A Bon Odori Festival is also celebrated every year at Penang and at the Matsushita Corp Stadium, Shah Alam. This celebration, which is a major attraction for the state of Selangor, is the brain child of the Japanese Expatriate & Immigrant's Society in Malaysia. In comparison to the celebrations in Japan, the festival is celebrated on a much smaller scale in Penang and Selangor (Malaysia). Here, it is less associated with Buddhism and more with Japanese culture. Held mainly to expose locals to a part of Japanese culture, the festival provides the experience of a variety of Japanese food & drinks, art and dance.

Bon Odori Festival 2009( Selangor )
Venue : Panasonic Sports Complex (formerly Matsushita Centre)
Address : Lot 4, Persiaran Perkilangan, Seksyen 21, Shah Alam,Selangor
Date : 18th July 2009 *

Yes it's today, I already got my yukata and all but i never have a chance to join them (my CF friends) yes, I'm a former cosplayer. After married, I leave my hobby behind.

This is one of my wish : To go to Bon Odori

Don't grow up baby

I was just fed my daughter, she is so cute. Suddenly it hits me, I don't want my baby girl to grow up. It is so cute and adorable the way she needs me, clinging to me, playing with me and crying calling me "mama". Then I'm imagening the next 18 years to come, she might think that I'm annoying or over protected. Geez I'm scared now. If I had one wish, I would wish for my one and only baby girl stay like this forever. Do I fit to be a mother? Ouch, too late to ask that question is it? I pray that I could be the one she could count on when she grows up. Please Gos make me strong.

My precious picture

I don't have anything to post up this afternoon. maybe tonite i'll update coz after this i'm goin to tesco :p
here is my Ain @ Shana's picture

New Change

I change my layout today. Killing this free time that had been given to me by surfing the internet. While my husband doing his work in his office and my daughter asleep. I ask my self right now as we speak, I do love graphic art. I'm quite expert in aditing pictures and making websites but why in the hell did I do this account thing? Okay I admit it, I have to help my husband. But leaving my interest behind is killing me. Today I try to retouch my skills, I totally blank like an A4 paper that had nothing on it. I'm totally blur I don't know where to start. I miss my zaman bujang where I have a huge time to retouch all pictures with beautiful graphics and wild colours. It's gone now, my creativity is gone...where could it be?

I realize, I don't have time for all that now. I had to focus on my family. My loving husband who is now became really loving to me and our child. I love him, I would die for him and also my lovely daughter who brighten up my day whenever I open my eyes. I love them both so much, I thank God for given me such a lovely people around me. For that, I ready to devote my life for them and leave my talent behind.


This is the picture I edit, Kuchiki Byakuya and me (owh yeah I crazy about him back then)


This is one of my all time fav. Title is Proxy

Owh yeah it's teeth!

Ain has growing teeth! It is so cute I've notice it 6 july 2009 <--last week. I know I should post this last week after I find out, but I'm too lazy to turn on my notebook. Here is the picture that I took just a few minutes ago. Yesterday I've notice a new teeth is coming out, I couldn't take a picture of it coz it's too small.

My last few day

Last saturday Ija promise to come home and bring us (Da sisters) shopping but it has been canceled. I'm sOO freakin pissed off, but then I begging yes BEGGING my husnband to take us to MidValley. After long begging and persuading he said okay. It's the best thing to remember u know. Coz my husband don't really like shopping. HAH! sayang bini punya pasal la ni. I have a good time, I purcased a hand bag from MNG and more!

The thing that I definately dissapointed is, why the hell is ALL the clothing and dresses doesn't get my attention? I usually crazy about all this things, its all not so attractive nowadays. What happen to the world? It's like having a curse! I don't like it. Really don't like it! I was there at Midvalley from 7pm till 10.30pm...but I only buy a few things? That not me!

Actually the main thing I was eager to go there is because I've run out of Dandelion. I need to buy it or I'm dead. BUT instead of 'Dandelion', I've buy 'Thrrrob' why is that?!!! Am I crazy? Even thrrrob give this blushing faces, it doesn't stay for so long like Dandelion...damn I hate my 'give-it-a-try' self.

Should I?

What 'Should I?' I just wanna make it sound scawee......

God, I know I should post this days ago but why not now right? I still can't believe his gone. MJ. I never miss him this much. My childhood music was filled with his song's and now his gone. I've been thinking about him days now. Seeing the E!News for more update about his autopsy. Yesterday I read in Yahoo News, his family ask for second autopsy and now as 'today' third autopsy?? O God please make it fast. Kesian jenazah dia.

(articles from Yahoo)-The relatives of Michael Jackson, who refused to believe the results of the first and second autopsys have requested that a third one be performed. This one will be done at a different hospital by a different team of Medical Examiners. The family hopes that, this time, the results will be different and will give them the peace of mind that they feel they need in this tragedy.-

I can't get it out of my mind. Really? His not coming back even if they ask for thousands autopsy. Please God help him...


RIP MJ. The world is going to miss u.

Owh yeah...yesterday, Ain turned 9-month-old. She got her new baloon duck from her daddy. I can't believe in the next 3 month she's going to be 1-year-old. She starts merangkak last week and she starts to stand without holding anything. Ofcourse sekejap je la.then she fell down slowly...and she still keeping up. Go go baby mommy go!!!!



Ain with her baloon duck ^^


She's dancing when she heard the anime song called 'Onna no Ko Otoko no Ko' and she dance to THAT song only...