5 month

Good morning!! (it's 9.oo am duhh)

Today shana turns 5 month! Do i sounds happy?yess ofcourse I'm happy as a clown but last nite she took my sleeping place and I sleeps at her feet.

Then I know how much she love me. Cute huh.

Anak Halal?

I'm bored today. Sit and watch TV and in the same time added new post in this blog, annoyingly my eyes keep on staring at the monitor and the TV next. Anak Halal is on preview now, I don't understand the story due to my lag of concentration.

Wtf with all the scream?? Damn I hate Fasha Sandos voice. And she scream like a lunatic for what? I just don't understand. Thank God it's not Maya Karin's voice that screaming all the time. It's f***ing annoying!

Shana is still sleeping, whoa she sleeps with all the screams from the TV. Hebat o this kid, kalis bunyi.

Argh, it's already 6.21pm, I need to bath now. Malasnya, I'm such a lazy bum especially BATH. Need to comb my hair first and remove all the clot--- what the hell I'm not telling u the rest!
Shame on me... XD wahaha














Yeah aight...

Shana Shazreen first cereal!!

Shana is my 5-month-old baby girl and today she's having her first cereal! A very light rice cereal. She looks so cute when she opened her mouth and try to swallow and make her really funny faces. So cute I smile all the time while I feed her.

Being a young mom I'm 25 btw, is scary at first but I manage to do my best for my baby. Overall, I'm satisfied with the way I taking care of her. Atleast I bath her!

Though I find it hard to leave my teenage side behind. So, I try so hard to be a good mom and in the same time a hip yippie young teenage - f*** to those who call me 'tak sedar diri punya perempuan! 'I'm a mom and a vogue one. Have a problem with my chicky attitude then damn on u

To moms out there!! we're a lady who bring a miracle in this world. So, celebrate it with joy!Vogue all the time, pedulikan apa mereka mau kata pasal kita!!!

yes I'm crazy...so what???

Ashita no Kioku

Nani mo kowakunai mou osorenai
Aita dokuro niiro no naka
Kono unmei to ashita no kioku
Kitsuku daite DOWN suru
Mangetsu te wo kazashi
Nagareru chi wo mitetara
Mou kaerarenai shukumei to
Nami utsu kodomo wo
Kesshite majiwaru koto nai
Yami to hikari no hazama ga
Tokeau you ni koko kara hajimaru STORY
Michibikarete
Chiheisen kudaki tomo ni ikiyou
Susumo michi wa chigau keredo
Soba ni iru kara hanarenai kara
Kono ryoute de mamoru yo
Dare mo tomera re nai demo akiramenai
Kiba to kobushi ni aru chikara de
Kono unmei to ashita no kioku
Kitsuku daite mamoru yo
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I’m not afraid of anything
I won’t be scared anymore
I tightly embrace
My destiny and tomorrow’s memories
Colored red and black, and journey
I raised my hand toward the full moon
And saw flowing blood
The unchangeable fate and my heart beating quickly
As if the rift between darkness and light
That won’t ever mix
Is melting together
I’m guided by the story that starts from here
Let’s smash the horizon
And live along side
The roads that we advance on are different
But because I’m by your side
Because I won’t be apart from you
I’ll protect you with these two hands
I can’t stop anyone
But I won’t give upI firmly grip my fangs and fists
Tightly embrace
My destiny and tomorrow’s memories, and protect you

-I'm bored...so kick me!-

My sister goes acting!

I hate blogging...but hey I got a lot in my mind, I NEED TO LET IT OUT!!!
Gezz...sometimes life have their own way right?

Like last Saturday nite, there is drama shooting at my cybercafe' called Katrina Kamelia o somtin' staring Elyana, Nabil and new ectress name Mira aged--15 or 16...still a kid though. Duhh...Elyana always on her phone n fixing her makeup ... a thousand times!, try to ignore people in the cybercafe' that looking at her. Nabil dancing here n there (thank god he's not shuffle-ing)...and the girl called mira, sit on a chair chatting with their crew.

The scene is ok though, at least I know how ppl do their act. But it feels like watching the tv. The director...or who aa??? ask me to be an extra in the drama, on monday located in UPM from morning til night. But I said no coz I have a baby to take care off. sad a little though coz I love being an actress..But i recommend my little sister Ija. So she agree.

On Monday (which is yesterday) my sis goes acting. Got her script, and acted like a champion!

My gal is rock!

Btw, watch Kamelia Katrina (i think thats the title kot) coming soon at Astro Prima :)