It's just a dream

Good to be here, mainly cloudy. A few peeks of sunshine possible.
Winds light and variable.Yup, later on I'll go shopping with my sisters.Good day to shop XD XOXO


my heart is blowing in excitement!!!

this and that

That lady looked very innocent like an angel.
But she's talking like a slut. Just full of bullshit.
Talking about sex all the time and loud also.
What's that all about?


talking about high...

I know now

Yes...Going to Paris! hyuu hyuu

So Lucky

Yes, lucky I am.
I have a husband who love me and work @ home.(home office)
I have a job that pay me more than I can imagine.
I have a daughter that love me as I am.
I have a mother that care about me.
I have a siblings that love me so much.
I have a car that I call 'BMWoot'.
I have a home that I adore.
I have a cousins that so tightly bond.
I have a huge wardrobe full of my clothes.
I have a dream hand bag now it's in my hand.

Alhamdulillah...

What else can I ask?

"Ya Allah rahmatilah keluarga ku. Amin"

I miss her

All of the sudden, I miss my arwah Mak Ngah. I was thinking, how fortunate I am because she is there during my wedding and she give me good advice on how to take good care of my husband. I miss her so much. I know her as the strongest women on earth. Losing her is like losing a diamond for me and my families. We miss you so much mak ngah, I will never forget your smile and your advice. Al-Fatihah

Good Time Sunday

We having a REALLY great time last Sunday. At 5pm hubby take me to Tesco and buy a badminton set and a baby pool (i don't know what it called). At 6 pm PLAY TIME! Baby Ain in having a great time with the water and me, hubby and mama playing badminton together while my sis and brother playing with baby Ain. Here's the picture. Yeah my house is not yet complete...no grass for now until mid August.

i do my hair cut today.

I make my hair cut today, a treatment and made a little bangs :)
I love it, it's kinda cute. At least my hubby smile all the way :)
I can smell what coming next ....huhuhu... might get a bunch of flower? or chocolate or something???
My mom sleep over at my house today. I can see tomorrow is going to be fun!

I'm tired of the "usual"

I have to do something wit myself. Change hair style, or better get a shape! I've eaten a lot lately, damn I hate when I look chubby! I had to exercise.

Wait, I exercise everyday in this damn big house. I'm tired just to walk from the kitchen and to the living room. I'm exhausted just walking up stairs and running down and up again. Walking around a thousand times makes me burn all this calories away but I still looked FAT!

Ppl around me asked me why am I so thin? How do I manage to get in shape after give birth? and so on..bla bla bla.... I was like "...what?.." are u kidding me? I'm huge!

I always be careful of what I'm having. I rarely eat ice cream, I don't like fast foods, I admit that I love chocolate but hey! I'm fussy about all this okay~~~ Breakfast with Fitness, lunch with 2 bread and a milk, tea time with biscuits and nuts, lastly dinner...wait! I had dinner at 10pm! I usually having my dinner at 7pm. My husband came home late these days, so I have to wait for him. That's IT! no more waiting!!!!! I had to talk about this with him Hopefully he would understand...

"Owh Sayang...come here for a minute..."

Argh...sometimes stress can also make you fat. Do you know that?...

Freaky...

the chair in my home is changing it's place by it's own without me realizing it...I'm alone..and it can't be my daughter.the chair is made up with wood. its heavy...It's move right in the middle of my family hall.....GOD...

AQUARIA

Yesterday, me and my family woke up early in the morning to send my sister to KLIA for work. Then when my husband decided to go home I told him

"sayang, y going home? boring la. Let's go to Aquaria! I never go there plus Ain love fish! She will be excited."

At first he didn't agree, but as usual I pujuk2 him. At last he agree. I can't believe I'm actually going to Aquaria. Coz, I used to think that that place is for kids, but I'm actually wrong. It's an exciting place. So many fish but i really into the sharks andI notice there is one white shark that at first I thought it was a tiger shark. It was big...

My daughter, husband, my mom and my siblings was having fun in there. We're not like every visitors. They just walk all the way. We're stopping at one place and look at all the fishes, especially the shark. I notice all three shark is coming closer and a lot more closer to us. It's scary because I think that the shark is observing us cos we were about 1 hour there, it's getting bored of us and maybe it's thinking about eating us. It came face to face with my sister almost 7 times. scary~~~~hahaha.

My daughter smile and jumping jumping all the way. I'm glad that we all having such a great time.

Owh yeah...we maybe going to Langkawi before puasa. On air....











Mr.Shacky Shark crazy tooth
Me n Mr.Shacky Shark

Bon Odori

A Bon Odori Festival is also celebrated every year at Penang and at the Matsushita Corp Stadium, Shah Alam. This celebration, which is a major attraction for the state of Selangor, is the brain child of the Japanese Expatriate & Immigrant's Society in Malaysia. In comparison to the celebrations in Japan, the festival is celebrated on a much smaller scale in Penang and Selangor (Malaysia). Here, it is less associated with Buddhism and more with Japanese culture. Held mainly to expose locals to a part of Japanese culture, the festival provides the experience of a variety of Japanese food & drinks, art and dance.

Bon Odori Festival 2009( Selangor )
Venue : Panasonic Sports Complex (formerly Matsushita Centre)
Address : Lot 4, Persiaran Perkilangan, Seksyen 21, Shah Alam,Selangor
Date : 18th July 2009 *

Yes it's today, I already got my yukata and all but i never have a chance to join them (my CF friends) yes, I'm a former cosplayer. After married, I leave my hobby behind.

This is one of my wish : To go to Bon Odori

Don't grow up baby

I was just fed my daughter, she is so cute. Suddenly it hits me, I don't want my baby girl to grow up. It is so cute and adorable the way she needs me, clinging to me, playing with me and crying calling me "mama". Then I'm imagening the next 18 years to come, she might think that I'm annoying or over protected. Geez I'm scared now. If I had one wish, I would wish for my one and only baby girl stay like this forever. Do I fit to be a mother? Ouch, too late to ask that question is it? I pray that I could be the one she could count on when she grows up. Please Gos make me strong.

My precious picture

I don't have anything to post up this afternoon. maybe tonite i'll update coz after this i'm goin to tesco :p
here is my Ain @ Shana's picture

New Change

I change my layout today. Killing this free time that had been given to me by surfing the internet. While my husband doing his work in his office and my daughter asleep. I ask my self right now as we speak, I do love graphic art. I'm quite expert in aditing pictures and making websites but why in the hell did I do this account thing? Okay I admit it, I have to help my husband. But leaving my interest behind is killing me. Today I try to retouch my skills, I totally blank like an A4 paper that had nothing on it. I'm totally blur I don't know where to start. I miss my zaman bujang where I have a huge time to retouch all pictures with beautiful graphics and wild colours. It's gone now, my creativity is gone...where could it be?

I realize, I don't have time for all that now. I had to focus on my family. My loving husband who is now became really loving to me and our child. I love him, I would die for him and also my lovely daughter who brighten up my day whenever I open my eyes. I love them both so much, I thank God for given me such a lovely people around me. For that, I ready to devote my life for them and leave my talent behind.


This is the picture I edit, Kuchiki Byakuya and me (owh yeah I crazy about him back then)


This is one of my all time fav. Title is Proxy

Owh yeah it's teeth!

Ain has growing teeth! It is so cute I've notice it 6 july 2009 <--last week. I know I should post this last week after I find out, but I'm too lazy to turn on my notebook. Here is the picture that I took just a few minutes ago. Yesterday I've notice a new teeth is coming out, I couldn't take a picture of it coz it's too small.

My last few day

Last saturday Ija promise to come home and bring us (Da sisters) shopping but it has been canceled. I'm sOO freakin pissed off, but then I begging yes BEGGING my husnband to take us to MidValley. After long begging and persuading he said okay. It's the best thing to remember u know. Coz my husband don't really like shopping. HAH! sayang bini punya pasal la ni. I have a good time, I purcased a hand bag from MNG and more!

The thing that I definately dissapointed is, why the hell is ALL the clothing and dresses doesn't get my attention? I usually crazy about all this things, its all not so attractive nowadays. What happen to the world? It's like having a curse! I don't like it. Really don't like it! I was there at Midvalley from 7pm till 10.30pm...but I only buy a few things? That not me!

Actually the main thing I was eager to go there is because I've run out of Dandelion. I need to buy it or I'm dead. BUT instead of 'Dandelion', I've buy 'Thrrrob' why is that?!!! Am I crazy? Even thrrrob give this blushing faces, it doesn't stay for so long like Dandelion...damn I hate my 'give-it-a-try' self.