The last few days had been a very insanely confusing for me. I'm missing someone that doesn't even exist. I know it's weird but I can't help it. It's eating me alive, i'm getting lost and my mind is at somewhere else. Somewhere that didn't even here on earth. for crying out loud, what's happening to me? I'm imagining things, things that make me feel so in love once again, once in awhile the butterfly feeling comes and making me smile without any reason. I'm crazy I know. It's all staring when I've found my own written novel from 2007. I've read it and fall in love ONCE AGAIN with my favorite character. It's amazing how I could write a full of action novel like that, but yet again the focus is on the hero, geez, I'm one sided writer and it suck but it's good. He is so strong, so bishou, so powerful, so full of passion, so..and so..and so. he is incredible, I love him. He is one unique character, his the best and perfect.
U see how crazy I am towards this imaginary guy. I'm waking up thinking about this character, it's strange but I know sooner or later he will be gone. I just want to embrace this moment because it making me feel 'shiawase'. Suddenly my Japanese language became more and more good than before.
Shiawase kimochi desu.
Ano otoko hontouni subarashii! Aitai temo ikenai. Sabishii yo, mou daijoubu kana. Hountou zenbuwo yume dakara ta nee? ^^
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