悪い予感？

Yeah...wake up this morning.
Feeling so freakin' pissed off.
So pissed I sleep in my momma room last night.
Why do I even mad when I read those msg?
God! I'm so thankful though because I can control my feeling over this ridiculous, stupid, ungrateful things that they did to me.
I'm getting used to been played, so used to it I can't even cry.
Instead, I'm smiling, inhale and exhale slowly and pretend they just made another stupid mistake that one day WILL ruined their own future.
[When will they learn? stupid~]
Let they go on with their act, lies and sin. let them be.
One day, they will regret with their own act of idiocy.
One day dakara. Until that day come, I'll just wait. Smiling.
Because I know one day, they will cry and I will say

"I'm glad I have no feeling to begin with"

But Ken-san, u make me feel so lucky at the end of the day.
Arigatou nee!! I'm so lucky to have you here :)