I change my layout today. Killing this free time that had been given to me by surfing the internet. While my husband doing his work in his office and my daughter asleep. I ask my self right now as we speak, I do love graphic art. I'm quite expert in aditing pictures and making websites but why in the hell did I do this account thing? Okay I admit it, I have to help my husband. But leaving my interest behind is killing me. Today I try to retouch my skills, I totally blank like an A4 paper that had nothing on it. I'm totally blur I don't know where to start. I miss my zaman bujang where I have a huge time to retouch all pictures with beautiful graphics and wild colours. It's gone now, my creativity is gone...where could it be?
I realize, I don't have time for all that now. I had to focus on my family. My loving husband who is now became really loving to me and our child. I love him, I would die for him and also my lovely daughter who brighten up my day whenever I open my eyes. I love them both so much, I thank God for given me such a lovely people around me. For that, I ready to devote my life for them and leave my talent behind.
This is the picture I edit, Kuchiki Byakuya and me (owh yeah I crazy about him back then)
This is one of my all time fav. Title is Proxy
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