New Hard Life

Dear followers,
Today is the third day I moved in to my new home.Officially. My life is change, it's becoming even harder than before. I live with my mom the last 8 month, so my schedule is managable, my mom fix the lunch while I handling my baby. It's easy, but now I had to do everything my self. I mean I had to do everything alone. It's not like my husband didn't give me a hand, it's just that he got a lot of things to be done. Work, new office is on the way bla bla bla. So, I understand his complicated situation. I hate whining but this is way to heavy to handle. I woke up and my baby already awake. I bath her and then fed her, after that she's asleep and while she taking her nap I had to rush my own bath for at least 10 minutes including what-i-want-to-wear-today. Then fix her poridge, then she wakes up and in the mean time I had to do the breakfast and lunch in the same time. But until today I failed to cook our lunch, so I made a heavy breakfast that will last till noon. While I do all the things, I had my baby in one hand and sometimes I put her in her yellow baby walker. But she is so spoil, she cries whenever she gets boring in it. I had to carry her wherever I go. So now I had this backache that I had to endure.
It's frightening to faced tomorrow, but what am I supposed to do. It's my job as a mother and a wife. GOD why can't I just believe in maids...yeah I had this trouble in trusting people. I dont feel comfortable if there is stranger in my house. It's hard to be me ... but I'm thankful coz God had given me a hardworking husband and an adorable child. Thank you God. But at least take this backache for awhile, it's hurt so much :( :)